what is going on in my brain

So, maybe it was the fever making my brain think crazy-ass shit. Maybe I'm just that crazy anyway... but regardless, I had a *weird* dream last night.


(Oh yea: this is one of those dreams that is based on real, planned events.)

I was getting ready for Brant's wedding. I'm a groomsgirl, but I'm supposed to be wearing one of the bridesmaids dresses, but when I'm putting on this dress, I realize that just above my heart, there is a wire sticking out of my chest. It's been pulled out maybe 3-4 inches, but I don't notice any pain. Thinking how bad this will look in the pictures & ceremony, I pull it out. It just keeps coming & coming out of my chest until it's over a foot long. I folded it up as best as I could, & tucked it away somewhere. Somehow, I forget about this freaky-weird wire & go about prewedding craziness, running around here & there, finishing up whatever the bride & groom need. Pictures are being taken, the ceremony is about to start. That's when I notice that my hair isn't done, so I run into this bathroom to try to fix it as best as I could when I see there's another wire coming out of the same hole in my chest. Now, I don't know exactly how long I'm in the bathroom trying to figure out what to do about this wire, but I finally come out & the wedding is over. I missed the whole thing. Then I wake up.

I guess my question is this: what the hell? F-list, please help me figure out what this could mean!

Some facts that might be helpful--

1) Brant & I have been friends for 8 years
2) there has been romantic tention on & off again for at least 6 of those years
3) his fiance hates & is threatened by me
4) when he told me that he was getting married, I almost forgot to say congratulations, I was so surprised
5) I would do anything for Brant

There it is, all layed out for yas. Any thoughts? HELP!


EDIT: on the 29th, I got a facebook friend request from Brandy (the fiance)... in the little comment section, she goes, "let's be friends." uuhhh...? okay? I clicked accept, duh, but I feel a little weird about it.